CELEBRATE THE FOOL

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As a lesser version of Batman, I only copy its base design: bat. I'm 70% nocturnal in case you're itchy to ask why my eyes look so damn dead. This is not my choice but hell, the only thing I could do for a living just trading my 'trance' state for art-related services. Lucky me, it's market-friendly. "Bule" with their low sense or taste of art loves me so much. Yeah, it's not about skill, just (in a miraculous way) I've found a market that I belong to. Has that kind of work made me happy? No, obviously. So, what makes me happy for now? To know that I'm still poor but I don't feel worried anymore about financial issues.

Friendly advice from me:
Don't listen to general-context advice, find the best advice that specifically suits you best. Friends, motivational quotes, you name it, you are totally free to dump those things if you're feeling like "irrelevant trash, dafuq!".

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